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SafeTrying to feel.  Like Im ok.   I cannot just BE
I can't just be.   I can't just be.
Fuel me from the fire.
I keep on letting go and losing myself
Where & who and I?
Who am I?
Fuck all you ppl who say they care.  Fk all you ppl who seem like they care.   You don't.
Even my love won't swallow my sadness.
Temper - I will hold –

My feelings I will hold EVERYTHING i need to FREEZE
I'm so depressed.  I need someone to take me out of t Safe
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ExtremesExtremes are always Silently Bringing us down We never will fail to put on that crown That covers the agony the truth and the lies and sees to disguise all the tears in our eyes Destruction of self cause you wont let it go
Mutation of worth cause you never will show Pieces of hell you decide to let build Curses you've given to your only shield Broken your mind with all that is puzzled
Stare from behind and the
Truth
You will see
Don't let them take ME away from ME

Fading the thoughts that used to make you blind to see what' Extremes
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Devious Journal Entry

Fri Oct 2, 2009, 9:44 AM

i have been with deviant art for nearly 4 years and i still feel like i need someone to tell me that i am a good artist..

i want to know what it takes to get so much acknowledgment? Really i endeavor to either think or realize what i am
that im, crap but wont be convinced until people tell me.. Sound harsh? I love and live art and feel like a fool if no one comments because its worth so much more!!!!!!!
ive never posted a journel in the 4 years i ve been with dev art lets see how it goes!!

i just want ppl to give me feedback. Without confidence or any feedback i cant get the motivstion to work!! you understand

XOXOXOOXOXOOX

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Current Residence: australia
Interests: music, art , poetry, reading, writing, painting, drawing everything and anything to do with art...
Favourite band or musician: otep,the dillenger escape plan,tool,nine inch nails, arch enemy, protest the hero, opeth,
Favourite genre of music: METAL
Favourite artist: otep, joy hester, man ray, munch, loads more
Favourite poet or writer: otep
Favourite style of art: macarbe, horror, grotesque, surrealism, fantasy, and more horror
Personal Quote: you dont know if you havent been there and if you havent been there you wont ever know